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19 July 2016 @ 01:41 am
-I'm alive! A quick update on my phone!  

Holy shit! I managed to log in!


《BIG NEWS first》
I quit smoking! No cigarettes for over a month! I'm so happy about this!


I'm so sorry that I haven't been around. My life has been a bit of a mess. I've had to ditch people in my life and I discovered that my ex totally lied to me (about having several children and his trouble with the police, ugh, and when I broke up with him, he threatened to kill himself - as if I needed any more problems in my life, wtf) and my laptop needs a new charger, so I haven't been able to use my laptop. I hate having to delete people from my life & discovering that those I thought cared about me are lying cunts. Like, wtf?

(Having to throw away a 7-year friendship, too. It hurts. Fml.)

I've got a new phone contract. My phone is my life.

I'm addicted to Pokémon GO! Several of my friends play it, too. I've been feeling rather depressed with all this crap happening (in the world and in my personal life) so it's nice to have a distraction - and a reason to get my lazy self out of the house. I got my best friend *A* into the game, so we've been hanging out and going on long ass walks to capture Pokémon. I swear this daft game is saving me from depression. . and I'm not complaining. I'd rather be distracted by games on my phone than be miserable & hopeless.

Work is going well. Probably the only thing unharmed in my life right now. Sigh.


I've got LJ app downloaded on my phone. I'm sorry I've been dead on here. I'm on Facebook a lot (http://www.facebook.com/Lokielle) and on Twitter (http://www.twitter.com/ItsBondageLoki) if you want to add/follow me ♡

Team Valor!

I can't wait until my laptop is alive again! I hope that you're all well.


♡ Loki ♡

» ρα∂∂ιє-ρα∂ «manic_padagirl on July 19th, 2016 12:51 am (UTC)
Oh my gosh. In the name of God. Loki is alive. :D Hiiiiii. :D

I am going to follow you on Twitter, since I am not already. I see a lot of my friends play Pokemon Go. I do not play, personally. But to each their own. :D

Watch for me on Twitter. :D Good to hear from you. :D And sorry about the drama. D:

Did you hear all the things about Tom? Probably eh? What are your thoughts?
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 19th, 2016 01:03 am (UTC)

Yep! I couldn't log in and kind of gave up. I had my details on my laptop, but laptop is dead as I need a new charger for it! I'm glad I managed to log on finally now (even though it's just on my phone and LJ is complicated on the phone).

I'll add you back on Twitter. I use it a lot less than I used to. I'll occasionally update on it, though. I'm more of a Facebook junkie these days =D

Are you talking of Tom and Taylor Swift? I'm not really bothered. Each to their own. I'll just not be surprised when Swift finds someone else, dumps Tom and writes a bad, dumb song about the "break up". I'm just waiting on sexy Thor and Loki behind-the-scenes Ragnacock shiz ♡

Edited at 2016-07-19 01:04 am (UTC)
» ρα∂∂ιє-ρα∂ «manic_padagirl on July 19th, 2016 02:03 am (UTC)
I heard that the LJ application on the phone sucks. But this will do for now, right?

Awesome. :)

Yes, them. I will not be surprised either. The thing that is very odd is that Tom got a ring already it seems and they are already talking babies. O.o
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:29 pm (UTC)

Yeah. The app is rather annoying but this is better than nothing!

Richrichaarde on July 19th, 2016 01:15 am (UTC)
Congrats on quitting smoking! Thankfully I've never been a smoker, but I've watched enough friends and family members struggle with it to know how tough it is.

The LJ app sucks, but it gets the job done. Photos and videos don't always display properly, though.

Using the website using your web browser usually gives you better results. At least they finally changed the form factor so the site isn't a pain to use on a phone. (Or at least it works on my iPhone). If the regular website is problematic, you could try using their old mobile site m.livejournal.com which apparently still works.

Sorry to hear about your friends. That is always rough.
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:44 pm (UTC)
I'm so glad that I've quit. I thought I'd never be able to do it but I seem to be managing. I know of people that struggle so much too =/

I'm using LJ on the browser on my phone. The app doesn't let you see the comment you're replying to and it's really confusing. Maybe LJ will make a better app soon? XD.

Ugh. I know. I figure that it's their loss. Whatever. I move on ; I can't govern what others do and I no longer dwell on it as there's no use ♡
Meagan: actor/rowanbdomluver on July 19th, 2016 01:49 am (UTC)
Congrats on quitting smoking! I know how rough that is so yay for you!

Welcome back!

Adding you on Facebook :)
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:45 pm (UTC)
Thanks! I think it's a very good decision and I already feel healthier =]
Robertfound_world on July 19th, 2016 02:01 am (UTC)
I'd play Pokemon Go more if my phone weren't so slow. I might buy a new one later this year.

I'm glad you left that person after he tried to manipulate you. I'm sorry for your pain.
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:49 pm (UTC)
Yes! Buy a new phone so you can Pokémon! GOTTA CATCH EM ALL OMFG

It's hard to leave someone especially when they try to guilt you but it's not healthy to stay with someone like that either. I need to put myself first in these situations. Sigh.
night_owl_9: Ashley Greene Inight_owl_9 on July 19th, 2016 03:21 am (UTC)
You're been up to quite a bit! Sorry for all of the drama going on :/ It's good to hear from you again!
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:51 pm (UTC)
Rather drama than nothing I guess. Hahaha lol. But luckily that's all over and I can focus on the positive in life ♡
The Short Onesemilunar on July 19th, 2016 05:07 am (UTC)
I'm glad to see you posting again <3

It sounds like a lot of shit has been happening in your life :( I'm glad you're coping and doing okay overall-- I was a bit scared that the friend you mentioned losing was A, but thankfully that doesn't seem to be the case so at least that's a thing! I'm sorry your ex was garbage too, I'm surprised since he seemed so smitten with you but you can never tell with people sometimes :/

I hope things keep looking up <3
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:53 pm (UTC)
It was weird. He was so smitten with me but then I realize that he had a pattern of doing this. I guess his past kicked him in the butt lol. If I were him, I would have been honest from the start. Smh.
sayuri2023: pic#118074170sayuri2023 on July 19th, 2016 05:10 am (UTC)
Team Valor all the way!

I love Pokemon Go too! I have a twenty minute walk to my work anyway... catching them is a nice distraction :)

Also well done on quitting smoking :)
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:55 pm (UTC)

That's definitely a good distraction. I take train to work and the station from my home is only 5 mins and on the other side only 2 mins from work. Lol. So I have to make time for Pokémon. Luckily my best friend is into it so we go on walks and catch stuff yay!

Thanks! Best decision to me =]
afrozenflower: Slytherinafrozenflowerr on July 19th, 2016 06:53 am (UTC)
Congratulations on quitting smoking! And welcome back! :)

Edited at 2016-07-19 06:54 am (UTC)
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:55 pm (UTC)
Thanks! ♡
Abbeyplace_to_hide on July 19th, 2016 06:54 am (UTC)
Congrats on quitting smoking!

I'm kind of addicted to Pokemon Go too.
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:56 pm (UTC)
Thanks! Ooh what team are you?
Abbeyplace_to_hide on July 27th, 2016 06:27 am (UTC)
Welcome! Mystic. You?
Meathielmeathiel on July 19th, 2016 07:07 am (UTC)
Congrats on the not smoking thing.

Which ex ... just curious. Not the guy you've been dating lately and went to Ireland with? Damn - I forgot his name now ...
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 19th, 2016 08:50 am (UTC)

Yeah. Him. Turns out that he's a lying little shit. Too much baggage for me.

Meathielmeathiel on July 19th, 2016 10:29 am (UTC)
Ugh ... sorry ...
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:56 pm (UTC)
Yeah. It's unfortunate lol
Joella: pic#126338520btifulnightmare on July 19th, 2016 08:04 am (UTC)
Congratulations on quitting smoking! I know that's no easy thing.
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:56 pm (UTC)
Moongirl: Stock Holding Hands.moongirl24 on July 19th, 2016 09:46 am (UTC)
Congrats on quitting smoking! Well done :)

Sorry to hear about the RL drama :( Yay for Pokemon Go, though! I don't play it myself (yet, anyway), but it seems like a lot of fun :)
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:57 pm (UTC)
Thanks! ♡

Drama sucks but gah c'est la vie. XD.

You should give Pokémon a go!
Danielabraverys on July 19th, 2016 10:51 am (UTC)
I've been following a bit of what's been going on with you on twitter and stuff. I'm sorry that things have been a bit of a mess, but I'm glad that you have your friends and family around to help and congrats on the quitting smoking!

Good to have to you back dear :)
ℒoкι ; ღcrazybellatrix on July 26th, 2016 10:59 pm (UTC)
Life can be a mess but shit happens. I'm glad I still have some people and my passion for the things I love in life hasn't been lost. Plus now a lot healthier as I'm not smoking =3 It's good to be back! Just very slow as I'm relying on my phone. Need to get charger for my laptop arghhhh.
nikkiii_brownnikkiii_brown on July 19th, 2016 03:06 pm (UTC)

So great to get an update from you! Been missing your crazy entries (: Sorry some things are a mess right now, but glad work is at least going well and you quit smoking! *high fives* Congrats!
wanderipitywanderipity on July 19th, 2016 05:42 pm (UTC)
Ending any friendship of that long is never good. Hope youre ok.

Pokemon Go is addicting and exhausting!
DJ Jazzy Ddavesmusictank on July 19th, 2016 08:02 pm (UTC)
Kind of wondered what happened to your LJ focus despite following you on the dreaded FB!
 ☠ тнє zoмвιє quєєn ☠: Me N Donny [U R the best part of day]zombiequeen on July 19th, 2016 08:14 pm (UTC)
Congrats on not smoking! i know that's gotta be difficult but you're doing amazingly.
HELLO, ARE YOU A UFO?aliens on July 19th, 2016 08:58 pm (UTC)
yay i'm so happy to see an update from you!

congrats on quitting smoking! i quite last august (coming up to a year on the 8th and i'm still shocked i managed to do it). go you :D

argh i'm so sorryto hear that about your ex. ugh an ex of mine always threatened to kill himself if i broke up with him and that it would be all my fault etc.. just ugh. that's so emotionally abusive. i'm sorry you had to go through that!

we can't give up. that's the deal.omgpeyton on July 19th, 2016 09:51 pm (UTC)
Good to hear from you! Glad to hear that you quit smoking. :) My Dad quit almost 5 years ago and still gets cravings, but it gets easier and easier as years go by. Then again, he smoked for 3/4ths of his life.

Sorry about the relationship going the way it did. But it's good that you protected yourself in the end. You don't deserve to put up with a liar!
blastofserenityblastofserenity on July 20th, 2016 02:51 am (UTC)
Congrats on quitting smoking! That is amazing news! :D

Sorry to hear about the drama you've had to deal with as of late. I'm glad that Pokemon Go has been able to help you during these rough times. I love love love the app. It is so much funnnnnnnn.

I already had you on FB but I went ahead and followed you on twitter. :)
Northern Wanderer: Vikings - Graceful beastmidnightwhisper on July 20th, 2016 11:32 am (UTC)
What's this?! It's a Loki! Glad to see you again! Congratulations on quitting smoking!
Leslietimewithers on July 20th, 2016 01:45 pm (UTC)
Congratulations on quitting smoking! It's a hard thing to do and I know you can keep it up!

Sorry you had to deal with that with your ex. That's horrible!

At least Pokemon Go has been good for you!
~Rhuby~french_rhubarb on July 21st, 2016 12:12 pm (UTC)
Yay! I have been wondering about you lately. Glad to see you here. And well, sounds like there is a lot of crap going on, so perhaps I won't say "glad to hear you're okay", but I am glad to hear you are still there! I have Pokemon Go, but I haven't figured out how to play it. :/
So glad it is upholding you while you are dealing with stuff.
And long ass walks sound wonderful.
Kelly: tv+aos+simmonsglassesteagues_veil on July 22nd, 2016 07:23 pm (UTC)
Adding you on Twitter now! (I'm tothebottleigo)
 Shannon  シャノンshampoo_neko02 on July 23rd, 2016 12:43 pm (UTC)
Good to hear from you again! Congrats on quitting cigs, that's great!!! I have never smoked but I hear it's really really hard to quit
adam-0ooadam_0oo on July 23rd, 2016 06:47 pm (UTC)
Yay, welcome back! Pokemon Go is great, such a fun hangout idea, I have enjoyed it.
Asma Siddiqueazuma_chan on July 24th, 2016 05:10 pm (UTC)
Hey Loki, so good to hear from you again after all this time. So sorry to hear about those sad stories but I'm glad that you are doing well. Yeah, the world's status is really upsetting right now but hey! You know how to get yourself distracted and that's good.

Looking forward to read your posts.
lindsay aka niki1988niki1988 on January 4th, 2017 05:53 am (UTC)
Hey LJ might get closed down. I just thought to let u know that I'm moving while keeping my journal open.

If LJ is going away or going down, here's the link to my dreamwidth blog with a new name, called scarletsoldier

Here's the link: http://scarletsoldier.dreamwidth.org/

If you join dreamwidth and would like me to grant you access, subscribe to my page and you will be added as a friend.